i won't forget you and everything you did
cuz now i don't know how to fit in
thinking about it now still makes me livid
cuz now i'm retreating inside
i'm so fucked and i want to die
i'm so fucking scared, and it's like you hardly care
but even if i have some shitty days
at least i'm a thousand miles away
but i'm still trapped in these fucking memories
can't forget everything that you did to me
i wanna love without being a coward
every good thing gets devoured
by you, why are you still in my head
sometimes i even wish you were dead
you ruined me
i can barely stay employed
or love cuz i'm too fucking paranoid
every night i'm losing so much sleep
you put this fucking disease in me
i just wanna spend all my time inebriated
and i hate being fucking complicated
now i fear ever being attached
why can't you just stay in my past
i'm over you