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I WANNA SEE WHAT DEATH IS LIKE

by Don't do it, Neil

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    Pre-order of I WANNA SEE WHAT DEATH IS LIKE. You get 3 tracks now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released.

    Digital only proceeds support Harper's future projects.
    Tape proceeds got to The Okra Project. "The Okra Project is a collective that seeks to address the global crisis faced by Black Trans people by bringing home cooked, healthy, and culturally specific meals and resources to Black Trans People wherever we can reach them."
    https://www.theokraproject.com/
    Lathe proceeds go back to Gr's label and mutual aid fund.
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    releases November 13, 2020

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  • Cassette + Digital Album

    hand-dubbed with love <3

    Digital download of I WANNA SEE WHAT DEATH IS LIKE included with each lathe cut purchase, as well as:

    *a Don't do it, Neil sticker

    *a Don't do it, Neil pin

    *Handwritten thank you note

    *a couple surprise stickers & pins from Grimalkin Records

    Bonus Items included with both digital & lathe cut purchase:

    *jpeg files of promotional pictures

    Tape proceeds got to The Okra Project. "The Okra Project is a collective that seeks to address the global crisis faced by Black Trans people by bringing home cooked, healthy, and culturally specific meals and resources to Black Trans People wherever we can reach them."
    www.theokraproject.com

    Digital only proceeds support Harper's future projects.

    Lathe proceeds go back to Gr's label and mutual aid fund.

    Includes digital pre-order of I WANNA SEE WHAT DEATH IS LIKE. You get 3 tracks now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released.
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    digital album releases November 13, 2020
    item ships out on or around November 16, 2020
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    Purchasable with gift card

      $8 USD or more 

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  • Limited Edition Full Length 10" Lathe Cut
    Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Digital download of I WANNA SEE WHAT DEATH IS LIKE included with each lathe cut purchase, as well as:

    *a Don't do it, Neil sticker

    *a Don't do it, Neil pin

    *Handwritten thank you note

    *a couple surprise stickers & pins from Grimalkin Records

    Bonus Items included with both digital & lathe cut purchase:

    *jpeg files of promotional pictures

    Lathe proceeds go back to Gr's label and mutual aid fund.

    Digital only proceeds support Harper's future projects.

    Tape proceeds got to The Okra Project. "The Okra Project is a collective that seeks to address the global crisis faced by Black Trans people by bringing home cooked, healthy, and culturally specific meals and resources to Black Trans People wherever we can reach them."
    www.theokraproject.com

    lathe cut records made by:
    groovyduderecords.com

    Includes digital pre-order of I WANNA SEE WHAT DEATH IS LIKE. You get 3 tracks now (streaming via the free Bandcamp app and also available as a high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more), plus the complete album the moment it’s released.
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1.
Orpheus 01:10 video
hours, stayed up for hours disempowered oh my flower, will you be my knife? baby, be my power enemies, kill my enemies make them bleed oh my orpheus, will you save my life? set me free baby, set me free
2.
i wanna see what death is like is there sex in the afterlife?
3.
interlinked
4.
302
5.
HIGH
6.
if it breaks, it breaks
7.
Mizumono
8.
Need Yr Love
9.
BELIEF
10.
Final Fantasy Remake
11.
RIDING HOOD
12.
Raw 03:22
baby, come and fuck me tonight you're getting lucky i shouldn't give it to you you had me livid, but you keep seeping back in my skull left marks in my soul why'd i let you take control you fucked me up, so just fuck me raw just fuck me raw leave your taste on my jaw don't wanna fight, don't wanna talk just wanna let you take control just fuck me up, just fuck me raw just fuck me raw i hate the way you loved me or maybe didn't love me but i loved the way you fucked me yeah, you made me feel godly i know there's no going back you tore the beat from my chest but maybe you could fuck it back and while you ride i can pretend that you really love me that you really love me that you really love me that you really love me i know there's no going back you made that clear when you left so take my love and fuck it back and while you ride i could forget fuck me raw just fuck me raw
13.
Unreal Love
14.
LIAR

about

November 13, 2020: Don't do it, Neil aka Mabel Harper (she/her) is from Philadelphia, PA and one of the original members of Grimalkin Records. Harper explores mental illness, grief, and denial on I WANNA SEE WHAT DEATH IS LIKE, her newest album and most candid work-to-date. Through haunting production, irresistible pop hooks, and violent contrasts, IWSWDIL broadens Don't do it, Neil's creative horizons while delving frankly into the circumstances surrounding Harper's real-life suicide attempt, and exorcises personal demons along the way.

Digital only proceeds support Harper's future projects.

Tape proceeds got to The Okra Project. "The Okra Project is a collective that seeks to address the global crisis faced by Black Trans people by bringing home cooked, healthy, and culturally specific meals and resources to Black Trans People wherever we can reach them."
www.theokraproject.com

Lathe proceeds go back to Gr's label and mutual aid fund.
grimalkinrecords.bandcamp.com/music

credits

releases November 13, 2020

Produced, written, arranged, and performed by Mabel Harper as Don't do it, Neil. Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Mabel Harper in a bedroom in Philadelphia, PA.
Artwork and layout by Mabel Harper. Lathe cut photograph by Richard Dunn.

TRACK 5, "HIGH": Produced and arranged by Mabel Harper. Written and performed by Mabel Harper and Sean Patrick Olsen (as “Solely”).

TRACK 6, "if it breaks, it breaks": Produced and arranged by Mabel Harper. Written and performed by Mabel Harper and hvycharms. Lyrics by Mabel Harper.

TRACK 12, "RAW": Produced, arranged, and performed by Mabel Harper. Written by Mabel Harper and Quinn Milton. Lyrics by Mabel Harper.

Thank you Cass, Sadia, Quinn, Sean, hvycharms, Matt G, Matt D, Sutton, Emily, Alice, Shugars, Ashanti, Nancy, and Laceleaf.

Huge thanks to Secret Wine Press for premiering the single and video for Orpheus and the pre-order: secretwinepress.com/dont-do-it-neil-orpheus/

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Don't do it, Neil Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Under the alias Don't do it, Neil, Mabel Harper blends the lilting warmth of bossa nova, the groove of R&B, and the ambience of dream pop with k-pop-inspired dynamics to present her own fierce-yet-vulnerable, uniquely canny take on sparkly pop music.

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