easy come, easy go

by Don't do it, Neil

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Hazel Really nice album that i've been listening to a looooooooot. Very relaxing, just really cool overall. Could not recommend enough~ Favorite track: easy come, easy go.
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Salambo It's beautiful & I'm poised for more. Favorite track: unagi (feat. solely).
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Elora Driver feels soft and heartfelt while being rlly catchy at the same time, probably going to be my favorite album of the year 💫 I Love Mabel Favorite track: a new leaf.
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1.
i don't give a shit about what you say i do this all day--talk down on myself i've heard it all before cuz i've said it all before
2.
03:17
you said i'm as lame as you you said i'm the same as you but you say all these words, but i don't know you keep telling lies, so i don't know you never call me back, so i don't know you made me fall in love, so i don't know can't get you out of my head you're a bad girl i'm a badder girl what trouble are you gonna get me into? cuz if i'm gonna make mistakes i'd rather make them with you you said you're ashamed of me but i know you're the same as me but you say all these words, but i don't know you keep telling lies, so i don't know you never call me back, so i don't know you made me fall in love, so i don't know can't get you out of my head
3.
02:26
you're my pornography you're my something sweet you know you're like a dream and you're so good to me you're my pornography i'll be your hot and sweet cuz you fuck good on me you're my pornography
4.
solely: the hard part is over my baby moved across the globe on me i guess i'll see her in another lifetime or something she tried to tell me that she loved me (nah) thought she honest, but she wasn't, no dead wrong, casualty of love she's MIA now, she really gone i shoulda let bygones be bygones but i can't see other women, let alone go on dates, movies, ice skates cuz i be having flashbacks, i can't escape still remember nights when we'd take a nice stroll to the ice cream spot i swear we was so tight then i only wondered if your parents truly liked me or not probably not she got the job of her dreams now here i am, writing love songs for free mabel: bad bitch capers, i don't fuck with vapors but papers, rolling papers not safer, but it is sacred my vagrancy, wander through this pageantry like it is hell to me i wander through a world built of lies that you've been telling me like you've been sheltering me, like you've been breaking me down till i was fragile, we was casual, but i don't like to fuck around and now the sound of your voice is getting me dizzy you're so hard to understand i should call you ulysses, oh missy
5.
02:50
i woke up way out of town all sewn up, lying on the ground and then you walked on over you said, "girl, get sober and get the fuck out of lombard" i'm too gay for everyone i know except you, the one i show everything weird about me there's something weird about you, fucking weird about you we'll get outta town the fuck outta town we'll get out of lombard the fuck outta lombard we'll get outta town the fuck outta town lombard's the same as arcadia bay trashed and laid to waste all my mistake are here on display trashed and laid to waste let's get the fuck out of town
6.
03:18
how am i seen how do i seem to you i wanna be perceived as bright and true to know myself through another's eyes cuz if i don't know myself how will i know i'm alive but sure enough, i'll throw shade like summer sure enough, i'll just stay a bummer sure enough, i'll stay cold like winter sure enough, i'll stay dumb and bitter i want it all but some don't have nothing at all everything means nothing everything means nothing i want it all when will i have enough everything means nothing everything means nothing
7.
i found myself sitting next to you you turned to me, but i didn't turn to you you went to sleep, and i watched you dream i brushed your hair and hoped you dreamed of me
8.
i can honestly say on sunny days that i find it hard not to hide and let all these fucked up thoughts wreck me inside mabel, come and play; we can play d&d at the park all day baby, don't you know we're ride or die? when's the last time you went outside? i honestly don't know and maybe i don't care (why don't you come outside?) i might be a loner; maybe i'm just scared (why don't you come outside?) it's been a long time since i've felt alright trust me, i wish i felt better i wish i felt better it felt like most of my life i was living a lie now that i'm out, sometimes i wish i could run and hide i honestly don't know, but maybe i'm just scared (why don't you come outside?) i might be a weirdo; maybe i don't care (why don't you come outside?) it's been a long time since i've felt alright trust me, i wish i felt better i wish i felt better easy come, easy go i wanna feel better i wanna come outside
9.
03:15
only in dreams everything feels fine everything feels right but nothing is fine i can't help myself with you you really threw me for a loop and now i feel like a fool i don't think i can see you today cuz you make me so afraid and now i don't know what to say do i have the guts to call you up? i swear i'm gonna fuck this up and you'll finally know i suck how can i possibly find a reason to cut this silence? i think i might just be in love with your subtle violence i'm starting to think love is just a cruel joke cuz i still have hope that everything will be just f...
10.
11.
03:59
i'm taking care of myself today i'm dropping all of my love, cuz it can't overcome my hate i'm gonna forcibly reset my brain and forget who the hell i was or what we were yesterday i can't remain here with my mistakes and i need a fresh start or i think i might break so i'll be leaving, for both of our sakes i've got a road to hit and a death to fake i'm not a greater spirit; i'm just a girl with a lot of problems and i know you won't want to deal with me, just sick old me so when you're fast asleep, i'll be taking my leave cuz today is the day that i take care of myself i throw my cigarette filters on the street who gives a shit? It's just asphalt and jacked-up concrete maybe it's all futile, cuz most days are the same but now i'm gonna try to finally go ahead and make a change cuz i haven't been getting better; i have this wound that'll never close i'm tired of suturing it poorly with withered rose and bitter prose so when you're fast asleep, i'll finally go and take my leave cuz you don't deserve me at my worst cuz i'm so fucking wack, but you give me heart attacks i know that shit sounds corny, but you deserve the whole story but even if you deserve the best of me, you don't need my bullshit too and that's why i'm leaving - cuz i hate me more than i love you

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five days from today - june 7, 2018 - will be the first anniversary of me starting hormone replacement therapy. i began work on this album in september of last year. i got lost in the dark in november. i dug my way out in december. i finished the album late into this past may. now it's out. enjoy.

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thank you so much for listening & please take care of yourself.

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many thx to Cass, Corinne, Rylin, Sean, Matt, Amy, Tyler, Kristopher, Ashley, Bardaree, & everyone who's supported me. you all rule.

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released June 7, 2018

♩ Mabel. vocals, guitars, synths, drum programming, mixing, mastering, pretty much everything.

♪ Solely. guest vocals on track 4.

♪ Cassidy. guest vocals on track 8.

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Don't do it, Neil Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Under the alias Don't do it, Neil, Mabel Harper blends the lilting warmth of bossa nova, the groove of R&B, and the ambience of dream pop with k-pop-inspired dynamics to present her own fierce-yet-vulnerable, uniquely canny take on sparkly pop music.

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