hit me up when you wanna play
when i hit you up, you don't show your face
girl, don't act surprised like you don't know
cuz you keep telling these lies, but baby i know
i know, i know
girl, don't act surprised like you don't know
don't even act like you meant for this to fucking happen
you've got a lot on your plate, that doesn't excuse my actions
the way i think about it now, it's like it never happened
but that's really just a lie, yeah, my mind is fractured
between reality and all i thought we were
but the more i try to make it right, the more the truth just becomes more obscured
i think i needed you more than you ever needed me
but now you've giving me anxiety attacks, you won't even let me breathe
i know, i know
girl, don't act surprised like you don't know
i know
i don't know
i'm so sus
i don't know
never forever
time destroys everything
i'll ruin everything (i'm so sus)
why do i ruin everything?
i'm so sus
got no trust
nothing's ever enough
you're too sweet
i can't breathe
and you're too good for me
never forever
i will destroy everything
credits
from B/X,
released September 20, 2019
Guest vocals performed and written by Elora Valentine.