i won't forget you and everything you did
cuz now i don't know how to fit in
thinking about it now still makes me livid
cuz now i'm retreating inside
i'm so fucked and i want to die
i'm so fucking scared, and it's like you hardly care
but even if i have some shitty days
at least i'm a thousand miles away
but i'm still trapped in these fucking memories
can't forget everything that you did to me
i wanna love without being a coward
every good thing gets devoured
by you, why are you still in my head
sometimes i even wish you were dead
you ruined me
i can barely stay employed
or love cuz i'm too fucking paranoid
every night i'm losing so much sleep
you put this fucking disease in me
i just wanna spend all my time inebriated
and i hate being fucking complicated
now i fear ever being attached
why can't you just stay in my past
i'm over you
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
Heartfelt without being cloying and playful while delving below the surface, the lo-fi indie of Metagirl embraces chaos and contradiction. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 7, 2023